Friday, April 29, 2011

ادعاء مشاركتي في الثورة عار علي

ادعاء مشاركتي في الثورة عار علي

عرفني زملائي وأساتذتي مناضلا عما أومن به كما خبر تلاميذي مواقفي داخل قاعات الدرس واختلف الكثيرون منهم مع آرائي فكانت سعادتي باختلافهم لا تقل عن فرحي بنفسي عند اتفاقهم ولم يكن ذلك لأني طبعت على تقبل المعارضة فلا أظن أن قد طبع على هذا بشر بل لأني رضت نفسي على ذلك وثبته عندي أن معظم من عرفت كانوا من ذوي الفراسة والفطنة فلم تكن لي على أي ممن عرفت مزية أفتخر فيها بالتفرد. فلما نجحت الحركة واستحالت ثورة قابلني غير واحد بتهاني النجاح غير شاكين في مشاركتي وأخد هذا يطلب رأيي وذاك يستميلني وتلك تطلب مشورتي في العريس المتقدم علي أساس أني صاحب كلام سابق علي الثورة وأحد عمد توفيقها وهنا دارت برأسي أفكار حول تقمص الدور ومدي ملاءمة نسج حكايا حول الأيام القاسية والليالي المهلكة التي عشتها في ميدان التحرير وكان الكل مهيئا للتصديق فمن ذا الذي يكذب من ظل سنين ينافح عن الحق ويتعرض للظلم ؟

وهنا قلت لنفسي: إن لم تكن شاركت بأي دور في الثورة لظرف قاهر ألم بك ومصاب جلل أقعدك حتي عن التفكير فلا تجلبن لنفسك العار أمام نفسك بادعاء بطولة زائفة فالعار كل العار أن تكون من المدعين أو تكون من الكذابين أو تكون من المنافقين. فأنا وإن لم أكن من أهل بدر إلا إنني أظن نفسي من خيار الجاهلية ممن أسلموا قبل الفتح.

ربنا لا تجعلنا من الذين يحبون أن يحمدوا بما لم يفعلوا.....آميــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــن

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

7th hand knowledge

When Jason Caywood asked me to read and comment on his 'Summary of Islam', I took the issue so seriously. Jason is an assistant pastor at a Protestant Church, and a dear friend of mine who has always proved to be honest and deep both in his perosnal relations and academic enedevours.
Jason wrote that the fact that prophet Ibrahim, or Abraham, was mentioned in the Qur'an only after Muhammad immigrated to Medina could, according to some scholars, mean that Muhammad sought to be friends with the Jews of Medina, and it was thus necessary for the Qur'an to establish the basis of this friendship in terms of a common ancestor that is revered by Muslims and Jews alike.
After a short discussion Jason and I agreed that there is no evidence for this point of view, which most Wester readers would interpret that Muhammad wrote the qur'an, because if you believe that the Qur'an was revealed by God, then it's very reasonable that Ibrahim should be mentioned only at the right time and in the rigt context, that is the context of addressing the people of the book in Medina.
A few days after all this was over, I realized that there was a serious problem with the discussion. We kept discussing the ramifications of the fact, but never really addressed the problem of whether the fact is factual. I did some research, and not surprisigly, found that Ibrahm was mentioned at least 4 times in the Makki Qur'an, that which dates back to the period in which Muhammad was in Makka, before he immigrated to Medina.
I checked with a friend of mine who told me that these ideas were first raised by a Dutch orientalist who was discredited by his fellow Dutch orientalists, but the ideas crept into many of the Western books while the discrediting somehow did not make it.
The story above is a daily incident, we listen to many facts, and start discussing the consequences of the fact without first establishing how factual this fact might be. And this seems to a human thing. Back in Egypt, when a few friends of mine and I, all with a strong background in Islam and Arabic, began discussing the false facts in our books, Friday sermons, and the speeches by many so-called scholars, we were confronted by the fact that the more you know, the less welcome you become.
It seems to me that the problem is that the concept of establishing evidence is not so evidently established in our educational systems. We take almost everyting for granted, and get deterred once we start asking how or why. I cannot forget it when a friend of mine was termed 'the enemy of Islam' because he corrected the popular sheikh. The people who called him 'kafir', or disbeliever, may not have noticed that we had just finished the prayer together.
It seems that mollycoddling the sheikhs is much more important the the truth. The is the BITTER TRUTH.
P.S. Thank you Jason for expressing your willingness to go back and check.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Why Write?

Why write?
The first thought that occurred to my mind is that I want to be known. There is nothing wrong with that, but it's not the bitter truth.
The bitter truth is that I feel I'm brighter than most of those who write, and if some dummies over there can have columns in newspapers, why shouldn't I? Maybe because I'm not as smart as I feel I am, or maybe because brainy people don't have a place in this world.
Choosing to write may be due t something else: is there a chance that I'm just venting? yes, why not? I have been through lots of bad things, and my psychologically unstable mind may have given me the false thought that I can write something of value. This is left for the reader to judge. I especially encourage psychiatrists to read me and send their feedback as I cannot afford 'paying' visits to their offices.
What to write about is the next question, but its answer is completely dependent on the first question: why write, and if I have failed to come up with a justification for question 1, I don't think I can answer question 2.
Well, let's wait and see.